Pretty good weekend

I love when my weekends have a mixture of being lazy and doing stuff :) I work until 6 on Fridays so when I lock the doors my weekend starts and doesn't get over till 3pm Tuesday! Friday night after work Ryker and I just hung out at home.
Saturday we went to a Mary Kay party with my sister she's getting pretty good at doing her facials. After that we sat around at home and did some laundry. Ryker got his first bath with out his whale! he did really good and seemed to enjoy it.

Then my sister in law Becca came over with my niece Lyla. Her and Aurora had a blast playing together and chatting with Ryker. When my brother got off work he and Becca watched all 3 of the kids while Tia Cedar and I went to a movie. We saw the new Jennifer Aniston flick at a movie theater in Lakewood...with reclining chairs! It was amazing.

Sunday we went to church and it snowed yet again :( but it didn't stick so that's yay! :) after church I went to Holly's parents house for Alexander's 6th Birthday Party! Every time it's one of the boy's birthday I go over for family dinner when they have a little party. I love it, it makes me feel so close to my bestie and her amazing kids and family.

Today Tia and I hung out till about 1 then left to go to my WIC appointment in Auburn. Where Ryker weighed 13 lbs! Then we went to the mall we basically just wanted to walk around and have Aurora play at the toy place I enjoyed it the mall was so empty it felt like we had the whole place to our selves !!

When we got back home I fed Ryker and changed him and he had just slept in the car but he was still fussy so I decided to let him try a little bit of rice cereal and he seemed to really like it! He's 4 1/2 months old and usually they say to wait till about 6 months but he's been acting really interested in food lately and seems hungry all the time so I thought why not!?

Well that was about it I go back to work tomorrow and I'm excited to get back to the grind :)

have a great week everyone!

Besties

Today I went and visited my best friend in the whole world, Holly. She is basically the best friend anyone could ask for. I love her and her amazing family :) today Alex showed me how he can spell his name, Gray gave me lots of hugs and kisses (mostly cause I had food he wanted lol) I got to snuggle with Colton while he was waking up from a nap, Leena showed me her awesome scooting skills all while Holly and I caught up. The thing I love the most about this friendship is that we can always be ourselves and that no matter what is going on in our lives we always know we have each other. It's amazing that we've been friends for 10 years! It's awesome that we can go weeks even months without seeing each other but we still pick right back up where we left off :) I don't know what I'd do with out my bestie <3

sometimes I can&apos;t help it...

I try to be a positive person, but once in a while I feel as if the whole world is just working against me. Even now as I'm writing this I'm telling myself that I deserve some of the things that happen. Like today when I got a ticket for talking on my cell phone and not having insurance, ya I deserve that but I've just been going through a lot and it just sucks that this is one more thing!
I hate feeling like this and I know I'll feel better in a couple of days and I can be positive in my brain again, honestly I'm getting pretty good at just making the best out of a crappy situation.
I guess I just want to complain ...
Sometimes life just sucks!! I want it to get better! Soon!
The end

A letter to my Daddy

Dear Poopy,
I can't believe it's been a whole year sense you've been gone. I miss you everyday sometimes so much that it hurts. Everything reminds me of you, and I love that. You are the best dad a girl could ask for and I can't wait to see you again someday. This past year was very hard not having you around, when Kenny and I got married I wished you were there, when Ryker was born I wished I could see your ever so happy "I'm a grandpa again" face. but even though your body wasn't here to stand by my side, your spirit was I felt you in my heart on my good days and my bad days. Sense you left so suddenly I never got to tell you how much I look up to you. You taught me so much. You taught me how to be the strong, confident woman that I am today and I know you'd be proud of me. I have the whole rest of my life a head of me, and I know I'll miss you everyday for all time. Just know that every time I go to Red Robin, you'll be there. When I listen to the Eagles or Josh Groban or Alabama you'll be next to me in the car either singing along or playing the drums on the steering wheel. Every drive I take on a beautiful sunny day, going to "the moon" will be in memory of you my dad. But today on this 1 year anniversary of your death join me in singing as loud as we can to annoy Kyle, "THERE'S A HOLE IN THE WORLD TONIGHT"
I love you.
Krystal <3

Guess what I did...

I signed up for Mary Kay today! I'm actually kind of excited about it. My sister Tia signed up about a month ago and I've gone to a couple of meetings with her and met all the people she'll be working around and I had a lot of fun hanging out with them, but with everything going on in my life I couldn't see myself spending money that I don't have to sign up for a starter kit. So every time I'd talk to her director I'd say no I can't sign up I literally have no dollars. I've been thinking about selling Mary Kay for years but for some reason I just couldn't get it out of my head this time around, I'd think about what a great opportunity it'd be to make some more money for Ryker and I and also how amazing the girls that I'd be working around are (in just the 2 meetings I went to I felt a strong connection to everyone) honestly I need some positive stuff going on in my life.
However I wasn't lying to Sue or anyone else when I said I didn't have the money and I didn't feel comfortable asking my sister cause I already owe her so much, but she told me she wanted to invest in my future so I didn't feed my fear any longer and I let down my high wall of pride and joined with my sisters help :)
I can't even explain how lucky I am to have the family I've been blessed with they have helped me out so much through out my whole life but most recently with being with out Kenny and having Ryker I'm just so happy to have them !!
I am very excited to be signed up with MK i see it as an opportunity to get together with my friends and have some fun facial parties! Oh and when I signed up today I got a pretty new ring (picture is below) so if anyone ever needs any product let me know!! ;)